A new start

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 Last Friday my sister and I went to Gateway to help her find a brand new cellphone..but in the end, di na kami nakabili kasi wala yung color blue na gusto niyang kulay.  Ang choosy noh? Lol. XD

I was arguing with her that she can buy another color na lang  but matigas talaga ulo niya. We just buy an ice cream na lang from Blizzard. Nakakahiya man sabihin pero it was my first time to buy there. Tapos I was so amazed na binabaliktad pala nila yun as their trademark. Pag nahulog, free na yung ice cream. Unfortunately, di nahulog yung akin. Hehe

It's nice that after quitting my job, I'm now having my free time. I can browse the net , go to somewhere anytime, sleep a lot, etc. Pero wala na akong pera! :O That's the only sad part. Tambay na ako! Waaah!

The problem with me right now is that I'm scared. I hate to go back to zero again kasi pupunta nanaman ako sa mga places na di ko pa napupuntahan (di kasi ako pala labas ng bahay) and then kakabahan sa exam tsaka sa mga interviews. Haaay... Sana pag nag walk-in  ako, matanggap na agad ako. Tapos eto pa, yung friend ko nung College na gusto ko ng i-unfriend (facebook? haha) eh biglang tumawag kagabi at mag walk-in daw kami sa Wednesday. Actually, ayoko ko n siya makasama o makausap pa kasi hindi siya ok na friend. I don't wanna tell here the details why I shouldn't  like her to be my friend anymore.Nakakainis lang at alam niya kasi telephone number namin kaya makokontak niya ako anytime. Haaayy..

Dapat di na ako matakot ulit maghanap ng work. I shouldn't be scared of Real life. I need to look for my job not only for my family but of course for myself. Kung dati nagawa ko ng mag walk-in mag-isa edi kayang-kaya ko na din yun ngayon. Plus, God will always be there to guide, protect, secure and give you wisdom. Right? We have a great God kaya ang dapat kong gawin ay ibigay sa kanya ang load na dala-dala ko (takot) at he will do the rest. Just believe, trust and Surrender all to Him! :)